so update
thanks to the anonymous person that asked. first 5.75 questions you’ve been avoiding [again, its been a while]
1. Whats going well in your life? My new job, I work at an amazing nonprofit, I have a salary! Unpaid internships and hard work paid off, I love what I do and who I work for. School, Relationships.
2. What are you trying to ignore? Nothing really, maybe my smoking habit. It’s not as bad as it used to be.
3. What’s boring you? My current internship in Coney Island, school right now ready for the next semester
4. How do you want to be remembered? Determined, hardworker, generous & geniune, loving.
5. Who do you love? Her. This new her, implied in the last post 4 months ago. And myself. Family.
5.75. What’s next? Finishing school in a year plus some, being grown. Saving money better, managing self and healthy relationships.
Just living it day by day, like mentioned in the last post. Not building expectations or clinging to ideals/dreams. Made things official on the 13th of november with her [good timing in my book]. no longer experiencing the love issue that has been plaguing this blog.
It’s easy to do as grown ups do, but harder to actually get into the mind state of an adult, an adult with a partner and kids (2 cats lol). So I’m trying to grow up with my money management, its easy to be conscious of money in the present, remembering to pay bills, but its harder to be conscious of your money flow overall, not just this month, but for the next two, three months.
Excited about xmas, bought amazing gifts for mom, dad and the lady. Im planning on constructing an alter for meditation in our room.
