excuses
i still love you. doesnt mean we’re still gonna be together.
your not going to hug me like you used to, wont still be there to embrace me when i have a nightmare in the middle of the night. your not going to look at me the same or ask for massages, i cant kidnap you for weekends, or even buy your time anymore.. not that i want to, i used to want to. im just saying.. take back your i still love you. cause fuck love, and you ‘still love’ your ex’s too, i see the treatment they get. i’ll be receiving the same ration eventually.
this is how i’ve always felt. before i felt the heartache of breakup, i love you was bullshit. still is.
and im okay with that.. cause this is just a rant.
