rawr.
sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down. used to hate that song, but eh im appreciating it playing in my headphones right now. not because of any love experiences ive had, just cause.
my second summer in new york approaching. can i get an apartment please?! lol lord why are people trying to asking for $800 for a hole in the wall? u cant be serious! anyways, i feel good. content.
recollected, back in reality. its hilarious how things change, i swear i wouldnt have imagined my life as it is today. wouldnt have thought i’d feel how i feel about certain people, including myself.
i used to have this fear of success. but im working to overcome it, i already am a success. fuck look at where i am. ive never been one to look into the future, plan shit, aside from dreaming up a life with her, but besides that. i had no plans or ideals of what My life would include. Im noticing the benefits of this. I can do what I please, accomplish whatever I decide to do on any given day..
I enjoy when Im asked what im interested in. The first thing I say is Life. How can you be living and not be interested in Life? Im intrigued by life. Life is fucking amazing, its like a sudoku puzzle, you look at this situation and dont see how this fits together. Fuck I cant find the 4 to complete this. But as you continue to live and work, those 4s come up because you connected the dots with the 2’s and the 3’s. I desired fours and I eventually got it when the time was right but only after I discovered yada and learned from the 3’s and 2’s. Yes Im intrigued by life, she works in mysterious ways, nothing would be fun if it was just laid out in front of you simply.
