fuck my life
maybe i should stop smoking? i have this shortness of breath problem. i wonder what capacity my lungs are functioning at. right now it feels like 50%. every breath i want to cough because its not enough air exchange going on. i do have alil cold right now so. im sure that is a krucial reason why, ive never had this vicious of a breathing problem before. *cough cough!! gag for air* so fuck my life. -with a smile on my face-
next month..ina few days… i will get a new tattoo. buy a handball & basketball. however i will try to not be broke at the end of the month by not smoking a new pack of cigs every two days. and not going out to eat! so we’ll see how that goes. amazing im writing about something other than love bullshit? accomplishments? progress? lol.. peace. thanks for reading if your out there.