If ever you find your saying ‘I don’t care’ and proceed doing something that will hurt you or someone you care for, physically, emotionally, etc… One must evaluate why. Why did I do yada, where and what was it rooted from in my subconscious, chances are you arent or werent acting honestly. Hiding from fear, failure, hiding from however you may feel about a situation, relationship..yada..
I realize where my actions were rooted from. Everyday is a process. The buddhist in me wants to apologize but that’s how I felt. Which is no excuse. I can’t hold on to ego, there’s no point people will feel however they feel about me regardless. So suppose I will apologize.
